in sickness & in health

i don't feel well today, i have some colds, since i don't wanna feel worse, i had a check up... the doctor prescribed a nasal decongestant to relieve my breath... *sniff*

tsk tsk... i think i got a low score in our quizzes today! i wasn't able to review my notes well because i wasn't (or am) well. it's been a long time since i felt like this... i don't wanna fix myself, i don't wanna talk much, i don't wanna socialize, i don't wanna think more, i don't wanna do this and that, simply because of this respiratory infection [a mild one i'd say].

added to my frustration was the madness of our prof! should i elaborate? should i? *sigh* he asked if we have questions about the chapter we discussed, nobody dared to raise a hand except for one. when the question was raised, he suddenly got mad! saying his this'-and-that's. he kept on telling us that we should exercise our brain and do the thinking! he told us that the raised problem has a written answer in the book, meaning, we shouldn't have asked him about it anymore [that's according to him]. he told us that he shouldn't be our first source of answer about anything we don't understand in his subject. then why ask us if we have any question?

to make me feel worse was the fact that nobody have the guts to defend the class, not even me! [i don't wanna have any argument with him]

the very reason why we [students] ask our profs about things we don't clearly comprehend is that they are MORE knowledgeable about the matter and they have this DUTY of successfully & effectively imparting what they know to us [about a certain subject, of course]. we are not to be blamed for not knowing everything. we are not to be accused of not doing our part ['coz we do our part]. AND we are not to be impugned for asking a question to make things more clear to us.

good thing was... i saw Bubbles today. i wish he would always smile! i want to know him better but i don't know how. i'm starting to like him more than my limitation, reason is... he's fascinating *wink*



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