bonnet & watch

tiresome day, both physically and mentally!

we took the quiz in circuits and i heard lots of side comments about the said quiz. most didn't get the right equations to solve a certain problem. i myself wasn't able to get the right answer.

then after class, my berks decided to eat at Wendy's! but... but... i couldn't go with them because i have an appointment with my mom! she's going to buy me a new watch! so, along the way, [in a jeepney] i saw this cute chinito guy whose get up is like that of Jay-R! [u know Jay-R?] wow! he's a hottie! i couldn't do my moves 'coz i'm with my mom! then when he get off the jeep, he glanced back and we had an eye contact! i almost immediately avoided his eyes! while thinking of him, and thinking why he would look back at me, i noticed a bonnet on the seat of the cute chinito guy! he accidentally left it! i picked it up and tried to search back for him but the jeep had already run for, i think, 1 kilometer.

'til now, the bonnet's still with me. in case our lives cross again, there would be a reason for me to talk to him. or maybe, i am destined to be linked to him or him to me, that's why it's me who found his bonnet! ahh, things really happen for a reason...

canvass here, look there, check here, inquire there... this shopping day is tiresome for me! my legs are aching! imagine, we were walking for about 5 hours! *whew* anyway, i love my new watch!

good thing, i found time to write something new in my blog! [and something to write too!]



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psyching yesterday

my week actually starts every tuesday, the first day of class per week. and yesterday was a fine day for me. my hair was soft and manageable, my skin was supple, my feeling was light, ahh, i almost love my tuesday.

yeah, almost! i just had a 10 points deficit in one of my class. a reason for me to study harder to earn 70+ points next quiz. that is the lowest possible score i should get to compensate that -10.

however, last sunday, in a mass celebration, there was this cute guy who caught my attention. he looked like someone i knew before. with a little psychic power, i whisper into the air for him to look at me... almost immediately, he did! my psychic ability is working!!!

Paolo asked me on a date! kiddin'! he asked me to watch him play with his band this coming friday. i'm thinking of considering his invitation but nobody would wanna come with me simply because we have an exam the following day. still, the possibility that i'd be there on friday is 50 percent.

if you're a regular reader of my blog, you'd notice that in my previous posts, i kept on talking about Bubbles. yeah! i'm falling in love... with him! but it's like fate was testing me... i was told of some negative info about him. well, it's not degrading at all. it even made me love him more for what he really is or was.

are you an avid fan of Harry Potter? don't you know that i've seen his dark side? dark in the sense that he's not caucasian. yeah! i've seen a dark skinned Harry Potter. he's not too dark though. i saw him in a jeepney as i was going home yesterday. i've seen all the facial features of the real Harry Potter (Daniel Radcliffe) on that man! and i was fascinated with that!



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fed up week

my mind is very confused today! i dunno what to do first! there are so many things to be done this week! not to say, lots of quizzes! i have to fill up our ITR homework, review for the moved quiz in English, go over my notes in Thermo, finish my laboratory manual coz my groupmates need the notebook... *sigh*

i think i'm gonna have a nap first...



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inspecting around

Things I observed today:

a) Tension in My Class Remains
yes, our prof who seem to be so cool last time is now back to himself. i have nothing personal against him but it's like he reserves no room for any error whenever he calls someone to recite. i'm not saying that errors should be tolerated but one cannot deny the tension once he suddenly makes sarcastic remarks about his student's answer, which makes the student nervous, thus, having a mental-block. i wish he could just remain as cool and as calm as our last meeting.

b) Dane Back to Sight
uhm, actually, i dunno if his real name is Dane 'coz the time he introduced himself, i wasn't listening well. that was way back January 2004.

Dane, Dwayne, whatever! i saw him today! he's the same cute bad-boy looking guy i've met before. doesn't he look great?

c) Faye's Twin, Seen!
Faye's look-alike was seen around 11am-12pm outside our building by me!

d) Portal Stairs, Exposed!
whew! after so many attempts of remembering the portal stairs and to write something about it, only this day... only this day that i successfully remember about it! right wing of our building, stairs... i call it Portal Stairs! why? because i sense something different about it! i'm psychic you know! it's like more of a portal than a stair for me. a portal or a parallel dimension where to worlds meet! everytime i use those stairs... i feel like i'm in a trance! most would say i'm crazy, well, they could say whatever they wanna say, but they would never psych whatever i psyched!

e) Boys' Card Game
Mek, Glenn, John, Mok, Janlee, & Kim were all in one pavillion playing Magic cards. i just wanna describe how they looked like while playing cards. they were very occupied flashing this & that, not even lifting their heads to have a glance around. i checked on their faces & they were like mad men waiting for their turn in play. flash, draw, keep, throw... they were exultant with what they're playing...

f) Worst Check-up
damn! i had a check-up in ***** medical center and honestly, it was a disaster! except for the fact that there were so many patients there, well, it's like they don't have time to attend to every patient's needs! actually they do but my point is, we were there first but those who came in late than us were the first ones to finish their check-up! it's possible, i know! but the thing is, we had the same issues to tell yet they were the first ones who get the most attention! it's like you need to push the nurses there for them to attend to your need. *sigh* tsk tsk...!

g) Siege Replied
since i don't wanna end this entry with a negative one, i wanna say something about a reply from Siege. he posted a message in my tag-board, meaning, he visited my blog! or... he had seen my post in his chatterbox! he's a good writer i'd say that's why i like him. uhuh, he's cute, too!



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thrilled by him

i'm so happy today! i saw Bubbles ... his eyes, his smiles, his gestures, his voice... actually, i don't know as to how am i gonna express my feelings for him... even in writing... is there really something inside me for him? or is it just an infatuation? ahh, i don't wanna know right now, i still wanna be thrilled!

i'm inspired nowadays... all because of him . makes me nervous, makes me think over, makes me happy, makes me excited... i miss this feeling! now it's here yet i don't know how to deal with it. all i know is that i'm always looking forward into seeing him...

just watched Intolerable Cruelty featuring Georger Clooney and Catherine Zeta-Jones. i like the wit-storming scenes between the two! catherine's charm is as captivating as before! i love her walk, her eyes... she's simply lovely, isn't she?

speaking of love... i quoted some lines from my fave songs. i didn't include all the lyrics 'coz nobody would dare read it all... so here's some of them...

RESQUE ME by Ultra
*Now I know you're all I need
*We'll live forever under the light of the moon, the stars, all things bright. We go together, heart and mind, we go together, don't you find. And if you're ever stuck someday, turn around, call my name, shout it out and into the air, I will be there.

A ROSE IN THE WIND by Anggun
*What to do with this love I am in? I have given you all of my soul. Flying all my life like a rose in the wind, tell me why i am always alone on my way home.

SNOW ON THE SAHARA by Anggun
*I'll protect your body and guard your soul from mirages in your sight.
*If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track, I'll be the moon that shines on your path. The sun may blind our eyes, I'll pray the skies above, for snow to fall on the Sahara.

SOMEONE'S ALWAYS SAYING GOODBYE by Allona
*Why do people fall in love and they end up crying? Why do lovers walk away from themselves when their hearts are breaking? Why does loving sometimes never stay long? Why does kissing this time mean you'll be gone? Why does gladness become sadness? Things that I don't get.

btw, i'm planning to make a webpage or maybe another blog just for my fave quotes and lines of different genres...



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love inspires

i'm feeling a li'l bit better today . everything in our class seems to flow smoothly. almost everything seems to turn in our favor. our profs discussed well, the reports didn't push thru, and the quiz was postponed.

i am full of stamina today maybe because i saw this cute guy on my way to school. he looks friendly but shy and he's kinda cool in his attire. his cheeks and lips were kissable... hmmm so much about him...

i was able to use my digicam today . i took photos of my classmates to add in my collection, mostly stolen shots. i just wish nobody gets mad at me for posting them [i'm planning to post them in my website].

btw, i watched Hidalgo the other night and, like before, i enjoyed watching Viggo Mortensen. He's cute, isn't he ? As i think of persons as cute as him, i remember my dream of going to Japan. i want to meet other Asian people, especially those who are good-looking. i also wanna go to Mexico and visit their beaches; to Italy, to France, to Spain... Maybe later i would wanna go around the world. i wanna see how beautiful countries are! i don't wanna die not seeing the world, not visiting other places, not knowing other cultures, not meeting other people... and i call this love ...

i love [i'm not yet certain with this one] Fishpond, [and this one] Bubbles, [but this...] my dreams... my dreams...



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points & misses

*sniff sniff*

nothing much for this day. we just had discussions & experiments today. i brought my digicam but didn't have the time to use it.

i dunno why but i'm so eager to study today. i raised certain questions in, i think, 3 subjects, which i don't normally do. i tend to keep my questions rather than shooting them. i even got some points in our recitation!

*sniff sniff*

i saw Fishpond today and i love his smile. i want to fight for my feelings for him but i don't think there's a reason to do so. nobody would win if i play a race with anyone to get him 'coz i know, his heart is taken... he already belongs to someone... someone who can give the time, attention and love like i can, or maybe better.

*sniff sniff*

btw, i bought half a dozen of donuts... hmmm i love them! strawberry, mocha, choco, vanilla, cream... appetizing!

i'm looking forward into seeing Bubbles, i miss his smile, i miss his voice, i miss his looks... it's like i am Officially Missing him...

* Officially Missing You by Tamia plays *

[Verse One]
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you

[Chorus]

It official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you



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in sickness & in health

i don't feel well today, i have some colds, since i don't wanna feel worse, i had a check up... the doctor prescribed a nasal decongestant to relieve my breath... *sniff*

tsk tsk... i think i got a low score in our quizzes today! i wasn't able to review my notes well because i wasn't (or am) well. it's been a long time since i felt like this... i don't wanna fix myself, i don't wanna talk much, i don't wanna socialize, i don't wanna think more, i don't wanna do this and that, simply because of this respiratory infection [a mild one i'd say].

added to my frustration was the madness of our prof! should i elaborate? should i? *sigh* he asked if we have questions about the chapter we discussed, nobody dared to raise a hand except for one. when the question was raised, he suddenly got mad! saying his this'-and-that's. he kept on telling us that we should exercise our brain and do the thinking! he told us that the raised problem has a written answer in the book, meaning, we shouldn't have asked him about it anymore [that's according to him]. he told us that he shouldn't be our first source of answer about anything we don't understand in his subject. then why ask us if we have any question?

to make me feel worse was the fact that nobody have the guts to defend the class, not even me! [i don't wanna have any argument with him]

the very reason why we [students] ask our profs about things we don't clearly comprehend is that they are MORE knowledgeable about the matter and they have this DUTY of successfully & effectively imparting what they know to us [about a certain subject, of course]. we are not to be blamed for not knowing everything. we are not to be accused of not doing our part ['coz we do our part]. AND we are not to be impugned for asking a question to make things more clear to us.

good thing was... i saw Bubbles today. i wish he would always smile! i want to know him better but i don't know how. i'm starting to like him more than my limitation, reason is... he's fascinating *wink*



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liquid mind

why liquid mind? simply because i'm thinking of other things inappropriate to the place i'm currently into... well, not really inappropriate but my thoughts seem to travel differently while i'm physically elsewhere...

last night was our acquaintance party... we gigged almost all night! as we sat there on one side of the bar, students kept on rushing in... party people!!! then as the bar was almost full, i had this thought about one of the Batman movies where Poison Ivy blew some kind of a hypnotic-dust affecting the crowd profusely except Batman. this thought was running in my mind as we wait for the main event of the night! i fantasized of being like Batman [but of course i'm a different superhero in my fantasy] in which after a certain dust-scattering of the villain, i would be able to detect that there are bad elements around! but then, this thought was cut off because of the music around me... [still, i love the idea of having some powers of my own]

within the night... i kept on spotting Bubbles on my left side just across the center of the bar. i seldom see him smile, maybe he has a low sense of humor [just maybe!]. I like it when he smiles. He is some kinda snob maybe because we're not yet close. *sigh* Bubbles...

sad thing... Fishpond wasn't there...

we had a good time... our friends came, there were lots of cute guys and daring girls, sounds were good... the night was still young but we had to go 'coz we had other plans for the night and there's nothing more to expect in the bar [main guest had already performed]. we went home [ Faye's home ] and chatted there about some things and stuffs... we also talked about our project! *whew* [party night's over]

i think i have lots of things to discuss about last night but i'm not in the mood of recalling them now... hmmm, all i know is that i had fun with my friends! *smiles*



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hard and truthful day

today in school... i felt so sleepy, it's like my brain was not functioning well... i don't think i wanna tell more about it 'coz it might get me sleepy again...

i've eaten my favorite burger today at Wendy's! hmmm... i dunno how many calories i've taken but i think it's not much... at least i enjoyed eating my burger... *smiles*

then we had a difficulty constructing an application letter for our English project, it's because of lack of information and patterns, i didn't know that an application letter was like a résumé in paragraph form (or at least that's how our prof discussed it to us)*whew*

at home, there was this news from my aunt that our plantsadora (the one who irons clothes for money) stole 500 pesos from her... at first, i can't believe it immediately because i wanted to hear the part of the plantsadora but as my aunt kept on questioning her, she confide that she stole it for her daughter's medicine... i dunno what to feel... whether to feel mad, passionate, understanding, whatsoever to her... i just hope that she wouldn't do it again if ever she would be hired to iron our clothes next week...



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flash them back

actually, this is supposed to be posted yesterday, but due to power failure in our area, i wasn't able to post this... and just before i post this now, i noticed that i can change the posting-date, but i realized that 'its cheating' on my part...

there are so many funny things that happened to me yesterday, i'm trying to recall them in order 'coz they're coming to me in random...

*think* --- *think*

as i was riding in a jeepney, i noticed the tag name of this guy, i was able to read his name, but not his middle name. he was 'Hector Badong'. nothing much about him, i just remembered 'Hector' (Eric Bana) of the movie TROY. i also remembered how handsome 'Hector' was in that movie.

*interruption* (what's happening to me while typing this...)

my brother came, Jollibee time!!! he bought lots of Jollibee foods just because of the free toys!!! tsk tsk...

*back to my thoughts*

well, as i was walking, i recognized this person in front of me... he was (or is) my Fishpond... *giggles* then maybe he psyched my presence... he looked behind him and found me. i grinned. i caught up beside him so we can talk. i asked him where he was staying off school and replied that he's from *****. he passed the same question and i answered him back. i can't look at him directly 'coz, besides we were walking, i was shy. that was a quick walk with him but it was gentle... *smiles*

*another thought*

oh my! because of the germs around me... i sneezed. good thing i always keep my hanky within my reach. *sniff sniff* but that wasn't the funny thing... the fun part was... the candy that i was eating was now in my hand! what-the!!! *hihihi* nobody sees... nobody knows... nobody until now... *smirks*

*thinks for more*

again, within the same the day... i saw my Fishpond again but the very reason why i noticed him was because of Popcorn. Popcorn usually plays with him (play? uhm... is that the right term?). i dunno if i'm jealous. maybe i am. but i know that i have no right to be jealous. they're friends, we're friends... but... there's always this "BUT" thing in my mind... *sigh* as of now, i know where to stand... i'll just keep my distance so that i won't get hurt, so that i won't suffer something i am not supposed to bear... *breaths heavily*

*remembers more*

as we were waiting for our groupmate to come, we sat on one side of the park... then there's this annoying sound beside us... as we checked it out, it was this huge machine functioning for some purpose that's making the noise! instead of being mad, i laughed. i laughed because it was like a fishball-maker (u know fishballs?)... *hahaha* that machine kept on turning on and off... *hahaha* i wonder how many fishballs it produced per minute... and take note, that machine was behind our library... *hahaha*

*remembers another*

Jhen & I saw this cute guy-in-blue... sitting under the shade of tree... he looked like waiting for someone... i was over-run by my daring thoughts and asked Jhen to come with me... the agenda: to walk pass that guy-in-blue... Jhen agreed with me... we walked for about twenty steps til we reached about three paces with that guy. he's cute but not handsome (that's different, right?) *grins* as what i've said, we were three paces with guy-in-blue and stopped there... as if we're really doing something else... then after half a minute, we turned right and continued walking... on our left side, there was this guy-in-uniform looking almost exactly like the guy-in-blue! we were confused! *hahaha* we just passed mr.blue and now... there he was in front of us? *thinks* we looked back and saw mr.blue still sitting on his bench... Jhen & I looked at each other and gave each other a meaningful look! were they twins? until now... we don't know... mystery huh?

whatta day... we even had a good time with our groupmate's dorm... good time in a way that the guys there kept on laughing about things and we got carried away with their laughs... but there were moments that they're laughing about things which were meant to be taken seriously (now that's not a pleasing moment for me!)

and as i've said earlier... there was a power failure in our area last night that's why it's only today that i wrote my thoughts about yesterday... *winks*



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my list

i have so many thoughts in my mind, there are so many things that i wanna do... i wanna pursue... i wanna complete... i wanna finish before the end of the week...

my to-do list [in random]:
1. finish my projects
2. browse other blogs
3. watch movies
4. buy some new clothes
5. fill my grocery
6. have fun in malls
7. attend the neces i.ball
8. write some poems
9. collect some cd
10. make new scripts/stories
11. learn new recipes
12. learn Spanish language
13. enjoy my weekend at home
14. chat with a friend
15. write letters for friends
16. buy new pants
17. buy a new pair of sandals
18. buy new sets of school things
19. buy a new pillow
20. buy a new wrist watch
21. buy a new bag

oh, i thought i'd list more than 25... *whew*

but still... 21 items in my to-do list are still a lot to finish in just 4 days... i mean, most of them would require a lot of time while others would eat up most of my money *sigh*



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mix questions

haaay... la lang, i'm new to this 'making a blog' thing so i have lots of questions about it... i was encouraged by a friend to have one blog of my own... tagal na nya ko pinipilit... 'til eto, making ONE of my own Online Diary... dami ko tanong eh... mga terms here in blog like dashboards, atom [site feed]... haaay... im pretty sure, once i enjoy my start, this start, i'll surely post lots of life-stories here in 'Pond of My Life' blog.



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